Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Vaseline Is My Drug


I am totally addicted to Vaseline. I'm using the handcream to nourish my worn out hands and this Aloe Vera Body Lotion for my sensitive skin. It works great and it's not oily at all because it absorbs fast and last the day which is so much greater than Nivea and Follow Me. The aloe vera and cucumber smells sooo nice! Love it!

CLUTTER - is the word for my box of - randoms. The free samples, the accessories, the bits and pieces, etc.



Versus by Versace is a fragrance with attitude. Definitely getting it in soon. I'm so glad they use Lara Stone for the ad campaign. Fragrance for the rock chick. Purple!


Little pleasures for me to destress. DARS bitter.


Something to keep me from looking like a complete zombie. A little can go a long way.

Went back to branch yesterday and I was happy to see my mentor and my colleagues. A few good laughs made it a great day. Back to Upper Serangoon today and made a few mistakes - again. I wish I can stop making mistakes. I have to stop being a blur ass! !@$^#$%* I suck. I really love my job but I don't know if I can save my own ass by doing the right things and keep myself in the job. I have to remind myself of my trainer's experiences when she shared with us of how she met really challenging obstacles along her way. And from what I can see now, she is proud of her job. I cannot just give up. I have to press on. Because what about those people who have met worst situations when I think that my own situations are at world's end already? They may have even fallen off the cliff but they managed to climb back up.

Now what is at world's end is not work but piano. I really need to practice more. I'm too tired from these things. Exams are coming and all my pieces are not ready, not to say scales, aural and the worst of all - sight-reading. I'm really worried. Scared to the max. I really need to take my off day and use it for practicing. Die Die also must get at least merit so that I can move on to next level. At this rate I don't think have a chance to pass.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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