Survived

Morning, I just had herbal tea and I'm munching on my second slice of multi-grain bread. I'm on medical leave today. Past 2 days was hell. I was on high fever and the whole of Saturday night and Sunday Morning my whole body was super feverish, my head was heavy and it was spinning. I can feel the heat up to my head but my hands and feet were cold. The whole night I curled up like a ball and I was shivering non-stop. I can't remember when was the last time I was sick like that. I drag myself up to find medication at 5am but all I have was some antibiotic from my previous visitation to the doc. So I ate two tablets and it allowed me to have some sleep.

My sis woke up with me (actually my mum called to wake us up) and she accompanied me to my fav Chiam Clinic. It opens at 9.00am and we walked further to take the train because I can't imagine what I'll become if I take the bus in this situation. When we reached the clinic, OMG. The clinic had opened and I thought I was early. The place was packed and I got number 17. Devastated, totally. All adults and 90% were elderlys. Just kill me pls, pls.

We waited for more than an hour and I was tossing and turning so everyone looked at me like I'm in desperate need of help. -.- I'm sorry, ppl. I'm usually quite bearable with physical pain or uncomfortness but this time really sucks. What's worst, number 9 was missing when it was his turn but decides to return to the clinic just before me. Gosh.

I haven't been to Dr. Chiam for quite some time because I've been going to the my corporate panel doctor. But their consultation and medication sucks. The just ask what's wrong and give you the medication accordingly as to what you've told them then they take your temperature and Bye bye. It's always less than 3 mins. Goodness.

I told Dr. Chiam the other night's situation. Funny thing was he looked at me with inquisitive eyes when I said my body was hot and my hands and feet were cold. He used his stethoscope to examine my breathing (?) and he pulled my lower eye lid (??), then he took my temperature. 38.2 was WOWs for him. He has the funniest reactions. He even put the thermometer straight into my sister's face to show her. Hahas! He said no wonder my hands and feet were cold because 38.2 is very high. So I bet during the night I was probably at least 39 degrees because I believe my temperature reclined after i took some antibiotics.

He gave me an MC for today because I know I'll probably die during work. Took the medication yesterday and I felt better. Just now I just vomited blood and my throat is hurting. Plus, I just had diarrhea and I went to the toilet a couple of times.

I hope I'll get better. I have school this thursday plus assignments and keys to practice. I'm stress. Like stress stress. My heart is up and down, left to right. Oh, and I havent get my notebook yet.

Oh well, I think it's time for rest again. Head starting to spin now. Heading to bed in awhile.